so aparently this was all a joke, the site was not hacked and raided and I over reacted, I feel really dumb about this whole thing and would like everyone to forget it, as this website is my magnum opus I just feared for it's safety and was quick to lock it down, it just goes to show how very important you all are to me.
again sorry for the inconvenience lockdown will be aborted as soon as I'm done posting this