The truth by a self confessed player

The truth by a self confessed player

Chapter one

This is going to be one heck of a year, I thought getting ready for school, no I wasn’t really socially awkward nor something like that, nor I was a geek, cheerleader or was part of any normal cliché stereotypical high school group, I was just The Player. Although that had been in my last school, and now that I had changed schools, since my parents thought that being in a private school wasn’t worth of me, they weren’t really happy of me, nor proud, I mean after two dumbasses of sons, they would at least expect their daughter to be normal, poor them I wasn’t normal. So spending their money in something like a private school for a player like me seemed to be unnecessary so their made me transfer schools into this crappy public school, although some say that public schools have better looking guys. Sounds like I’m going to have some fun with them at least.

At first I did like being good and have good grades, but eventually, as I reached puberty and adolescence, I grew interested in guys, a lot, but then thing is that I like challenges, so once I get what I want, I grow tired of it, same with guys, and even some girls. I know I might sound really like a spoiled brat or something like that, but hey, that’s me, the typical player who knows what she wants and gets what she wants then gets bored and gets rid of it as if it meant nothing, because it actually meant nothing. Now, there are usually two types of people that I’m interested in. Let me explain it to you.

The ones who play hard to get. Now this type is really interesting at first, it’s kind of weird for players, like me, to find people who don’t want to do anything with them, it’s shocking to say more, but in the end they’re like everyone, dying to kiss, touch, and do more with us, it’s kind of hypocritical if you ask me, but let’s face the truth, that group would be the most interesting. But then when we, the players, get what we want, since the people aren’t really that hard to get, I must say, we get bored, especially if they’re not that interesting after all, which happens most of the time, and dump them or something, giving any excuses or just saying the plain truth, which is, Sorry I got bored of you, I’m going to look for someone else.

Then there are the ones who are really sweet. Players like me, girls specially, like this kind of people because we think that with their sweetness they’ll get us hooked up for a long time, but in the end they usually start to get clingy and possessive, which gets us to grow tired of them, and eventually dump them or something, now this might be more mean than with the ones who play hard to get, because it’s like “I have no longer interest in you anymore” with them, but with the sweet ones it’s “you’re.. Making me sick and annoyed” the cheesiness is too much for us to bear, or at least that’s what usually happens anyway.

Now I seriously wonder why so many people like trying to change a player, it’s so stupid, once you are born a player, you shall die as a player, I don’t think something like turning good or faithful exists, that’s BS. And everyone knows it. Girls just think that they’re special and can change the typical hottie players that are totally into having a different girl in their bed every night. Sometimes more than one girl at a time.

It’s like, continue dreaming girl, that’s not going to happen. It’s like saying that it can snow on July or something like that, it’s just ridiculous and sad to see all of those girls’ hearts be crushed by us, the players, I should say that I feel pity for them, but they deserve it, don’t get your hopes up girls and guys, we’re not going to change, we were born this way, and it’s time for everyone to accept it.

I could go on and on about the stupidity of some people, and my manners as a player, but I have to go to school, and even if I hated admitting it, considering that I didn’t want to be a nerd or anything like that, I hated being late, I hated it with my soul. It was something that had stayed in me even after coming out as a player, just like doing all homework and getting As on my tests, I just couldn’t help it, and I hated it at the same time. Let’s just say that was the only reason my parents let me into their house, even if they hated me just as much as I hated them.

I looked around for some more, wondering what should I wear, should I go for the slutty outfit or something more normal? I finally decided to go with the ‘bad girl’ look which actually fitted me more than anything, for some weird reason I guess, and I just knew guys would be staring at me nonstop while I’m walking in. I had put some mascara on my eyes, dark blue shades, and this really made my blue eyes stand out, it looked really good. My lips had lip gloss on, I didn’t want to apply any blush or something like that because I considered that BS, why would I want to look as if I’m blushing if I’m a player? I mean that doesn’t even make sense. Anyway, my t-shirt, which was oversized, was white, it said ‘f*ck off’ in black letters, I wore a black leather jacket on top of it and wore black skinny jeans that made my legs look longer. I didn’t want to wear heals today, it would be like wanting to die, I absolutely hated high heels, I couldn’t stand them, I just loved my converse with all my heart. I had a closet full of converse. I loved them that much. I picked the navy blue converse, which would match with the navy blue star in my jacket’s back, and also with the star earrings, which had blue diamonds.

Guys you better be prepared for this, I thought as I walked out of my room, downstairs and into my car, which was in the garage. All I hoped for was to make through this year, my last year in high school, and also hoped that the guys there would be hot. Oh please make it be that way.

Ok so maybe this wasn't going to be that great of a day, first of all, my car wasn't working, for some weird reason, which is really really and I must repeat really weird, I usually take care of my car, it being my precious car, which I got from my parents, something that didn't make it that good. But I still loved my car. A beautiful Audi R8, which was silver, which rimmed windows. Now one would think that a girl wouldn't know much about cars, but that is just BS and sexism, I think I know about cars just as much as any other guy in the world, ok maybe not any, but the mayority, considering there are genius and stuff. So yeah I still couldn't believe why it didn't work.

This is, from now on, so going to be a horrible day, and by horrible I mean a disastrous day, I thought as I walked back to my house, knocking on my parent's room's door.

I heard a grunt, which was obviously my father telling me to go in, I did as I was told, or grunted at least. I smile, obviously a fake one, as I enter the room and stare at my father and mother, who are obviously naked under their bed sheets, just the sight of this made me sick in my mouth, a little only, and I glared at them, not that they would notice anyway.

"What do you want" My oh so lovely father said in an annoyed voice, I couldn't care less if I had annoyed the fuck out of him though, it was just not my problem.

"I don't know why my car isn't working, so can you either lend me one of your cars or drop me at school?" I asked him nicely, obviously giving my voice a sweet tone that would annoy him even more.

Without saying anything, nor warning or making a noise so I would know, he threw a car's keys at me, luckily I had fast reflexes so it didn't actually hit me, to my father's dismay. I nodded and smiled brightly at them, then left the room, skipping toward the garage. I tried to see which car's keys he had given me and to my surprise he had given me the Lamborgini Gallardo's one. I loved that car with all my soul. But hey don't tell my Audi, because he might get jealous. Anyway, I entered the car, put the key there and turned the engine on. Soon after that I left the garage and started driving towards my school.

Pleas don't make me crash this baby into something or someone... Then I would have to deal with my father yelling at me all the time, but hey wait, he already does so most of the time. So no change. I still didn't want to damage the Gallardo, for much problems my family and I had, I still respected the car. It wasn't it's fault that my parents and I didn't get along.

I smile at myself as I turn the radio on. At least music will keep my mind out of my problems, and my shitty life. Well, that is until I find someone to have fun. Which also makes me think about other stuff that I don't want to think of.

Hey dad look at me, think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time, doing things I wanna do? 'cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along. And now I try hard to make it, I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I can't pretend that I'm alright and you can't change me. 'Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Now is just too late, and we can't go back, I'm sorry I can't be, perfect.

Chapter three: Are you fricking kidding me?

I arrived at school some minutes after. I didn't really know where to go, I guess I should grab my schedule from the office or something, which would be the most reasonable option, considering the other thoughts in my mind, nothing appropiate to mention though. I sighed as I walked down the hallway, I could already feel lustful gazes looking me, checking me out, every inch of my body, I felt good now. I liked this, even if some would find it creepy and awkward. I was already used to males, and even some girls, looking at me, their eyes full of lust and want, it was normal for me, and I actually enjoyed it. It made you feel good with yourself.

I entered the office and gave a bright, kind smile at the secretary, she smiled back slightly, wondering how would a girl that wore such clothes, and make up, would smile so brightly. Sheesh, I know how to act at least, I'm not dumb, I thought as I approached her.

"Excuse me, I'm looking for my schedule. I'm Blair Aiken" I said with a fake smile again, hoping she would notice my last name, after all everyone knew about it.

Her mouth opened in a small 'o' and nodded quickly, looking for my schedule, she flashed a charming smile at me while handing me a small paper. I smile back slightly and take the paper from her. After muttering my thanks I leave the office and look at my schedule. This day is going to be great, I sarcastically said in my mind, I didn't like my schedule for today. At all. Ok maybe I liked some of it. But not all.

First PE, then Art, which both were good for me, I didn't really have any problem with those classes, I didn't like PE that much though, even if I was good at some sports, swimming was just not for me. And everyone knew it. At my last school at least, anyway then it was Maths, ugh how I hated mathematics, it was fine and I never failed the course, but I didn't like Geometry and stuff like that, I did like Algebra and trigonometry but that was it. Mental maths? What for, I have a calculator. Ha. Then it was free hour, which we would spend at the homeroom class, which was apparently a classroom called "A34" no idea where that is though. Oh well, I'll get a guy to help me out by then, if not take me there and have a little of fun in the door of the classroom. Then lunch which was followed by science and geography. I didn't like science that much, physics that is, biology aznd chemistry were awesome for me, like seriously, I was a genetics nerd, if you could call me that now, meaning the term nerd. But yeah it didn't matter to me.

I sigh as it walk down the hallway again, now this people were starting to annoy me, I mean it was it really that anormal that someone hot like me was in their school? Their stares weren't lustful now, they were more like adoration stares, it was annoying, yucky, and stuff. I had PE first, and I still didn't have any clothes prepared to be used in something like that, I thought about it for a second and then went to the nurse's. I know it's weird that I would know the way there, but hey who said I did, I just asked a random guy who was gawking at me for the directions. He offered to even carry me there if I was feeling too bad, but I said I was fine and went there.

I knocked on the door and I swear I heard a male voice grunt in pleasure, now this would usually turn me on, the voice was sexy as hell! But, why would a guy be grunting in pleasure in the nurse's? It made no sense in my mind, so before knocking again, so it wouldn't be weirder, I opened the door and entered the room. I was caught off guard when I saw this guy, he was on the bed, he looked so hot I swear my mouth fell open in a wide 'O' while watching him, I couldn't help but stare ok? He was just too much of a good catch for me to not to. He had green eyes, not the horrible pale ones but the vivid emerald ones, they looked so good on him, pale white skin and black hair, which was slightly curly. It was too much for me. Then I travel my gaze down to find his ..how to say.. little friend being practically devoured by someone who had a nurse's outfit. I think that was the nurse.

The nurse seemed young, around 23 years old, she had blond hair and blue eyes, from what I had seen she also had no wrinkles or anything like that. She was on the bed as well and her face was rather.. I don't know what to say, I had never stepped into two people, one giving the other a blowjob. It was.. really weird. Then I couldn't make out her height, I mean she was on a bed for christ's sake, it was kind of hard to even know if she had boobs or not, the guy's body was in the way for me to see. Although she did look kind of skinny and slutty. Correction, she was definetly a slut. I mean, she's the nurse and she's sucking a student's dick, unless he's not a student.. why would he be here if he wasn't? Or maybe he's a teacher.. No impossible he looked too young to be one.

"Uuum..." I heard the guy say awkwardly, I was probably staring at them both. I flushed from embarrassment, for seing something private as this, and turned to face the wall, giving my back to them.

I heard them moving and getting their clothes fixed and then a slight, soft, gentle pat on my shoulder. I turn to face the nure, my eyes narrowed at her. "Are you feeling bad? Do you need a pill or something?" she asked and I nodded when she said the first part. Then shook my head at the second one. I wouldn't take medicine if I wasn't actually feeling bad.

"I'm feeling bad but I don't want that" I said pointing at the guy who was dressed now, he had been naked when I entered, god I almost had a nosebleed, and continued speaking "kind of treatment. I'm not interested. I just want to rest, I got a terrible headache" I told her and went to sit on the bed, another one, not the one their had done.. that thing on.

The nurse was going to say something before she nodded and stared at me for a second. "What's your name? So I tell your teacher that you're here. Also tell me what class you have now" she said and I nodded.

"My name is Blair Aiken, and I have PE at the moment." I noticed both the guy and the nurse stare at me more shocked than when I walked in on them doing that blowjob shit, it actually looked like she was pretty bad at it, but hey the guy had taken it, he must be desesparate or something.

"Ooh Miss Aiken. I'll call your teacher right now. Excuse me" she said with a polite smile as she exited the room.

I sighed again, this time in relief and closed my eyes. But, apparently I wasn't able to rest for a second, since just as my eyes fell closed, darkness being received by me thankfully, the guy started talking. God I hadn't been so annoyed in years. Not only because of the staring in the hallways, like if I was something of another planet, but also walking in on two people who were having.. private things... thingies. Ok, I might be a little innocent when it comes to other people and not me or my mate for the time bein, Ok?! I mean what's wrong with not wanting to see other people doing something like that.

"Tim. Nice to meet you. You have great timing uh?" he said and I swear I could hear the smirk on his face. Oh, so another player, I thought, I could know who was of my kind easily, it was like I already knew him only a smirk on his face.

I open my eyes and smirk at him back. "So sorry for stopping your little show! I hope you didn't mind it, it seemed to be horrible anyway, I was only doing you a favor, I mean seriously, you fell as low as for asking the nurse to give you a blowjob? You must have no better catchs as for doing that" I said, the smirk never leaving my face as it only grew wider.

He seemed taken back a little by what I said, his smirk sliping off his lips for a second before he put it back again, wider this time, boy I really think it could have ripped his face in half. It was kinda worrying. "And who would, for example, be a better catch?" he asked teasingly, he knew that if I was a normal girl, I would say 'me' or play dumb, but hey who said I was a normal girl. Ha, in their dreams.

I nodded to him, earning a confused look. I sighed. "Anyone really. She was like basically chomping on your lilttle friend there. I didn't know why you didn't scream in pain. It looked painful." he laughed hard just as I finished speaking. I glared at him with all my soul. He stopped laughing.

"Ah, you're interesting, one would think you would say that you were a better catch or something like that. You did surprise me with that one." he said, I rolled my eyes, god would girls be so predictable with this guy? But I had to admit, they were like that with everyone, it was so goddamn obvious and it was annoying as well. Oh and yeah, he was a total player. Tim the player.

"I'd advise you to stay away from me. I have no interest in you or whatsoever, and seems like your.. taste is horrible as well" I said in a low voice pointing to the nurse who was talking on her cellphone outside the room.

"I'll make you change your mind" he said and it was my time to laugh. I couldn't help really, it was so damn hilarious. No one made me change my mind. Not even myself. Stubborn would be the perfect word to describe me. Heck if you look for stubborn in the dictionary, I'm sure my pretty face will appear there.

"Keep dreaming dear" and with that I ended our conversation, closing my eyes and drifting into unconsciousness.

Chapter 4

I open my eyes to find out that the guy, oh sorry, Tim the player, was still there, he was on the other bed, I think he was still sleeping or something. I was light sleeper so he must have not made any noise while getting to sleep and he, obviously, didn't try anything on me, thank god. I didn't have any interest in Tim, I mean he was a player, but not only that, he had horrible taste, like seriously, the nurse? Bleh.

I pull myself up from the bed, and stare at him, wondering if I should wake him up, he might get mad, oh wait why do I even care? Haha. I stand up and poke him on the cheek, I saw him mutter some words under his breath and open his eyes, which were now staring at me.

"What the hell did you do that for?" he asked, although his voice sounded menacing and it was kinda scary, not like I would actually show him so though.

I grinned and shrugged. "I just thought you should wake up" I said and then went to the bed I had been using, sitting there and staring at Tim while he glared at me.

"And since when do I care?" he asked back, he was obviously annoyed that I woke him up. How was I even suppossed to know that he would get mad if I did so? I mean, I am no psychic as for knowing that.

"Well you did ask, didn't you?" I said while shrugging again, it was just so stupid for him to get mad at me for waking him up, and I seriously couldn't care less.

"Whatever" he said and went back to sleep. Or so was he going to do but the nurse came into the room and smiled brightly at us.

"Sorry for saying this but you two need to go back to class" she said and then went to sit on her chair behind her desk.

I nodded and stiid up once again, leaving the room muttering "thank you" before closing the door behind me. I heard a grunt again, it was obviously from Tim, but it wasn't one in pleasure, it was more like in pain, I raise my eyebrow and open the door once more, to find Tim there glaring daggers at me.

"The fuck is wrong with you" he muttered, clearly annoyed. Now everything made sense, in some way, I had closed the door on his face, hehe.

"Sorry I didn't know that you were walking behind me. Anyway bye" and with that I left, not to say that I didn't mean that "sorry" at all.

I walked down the hallway and wondered where my next class, art, was. I didn't really have a map of the school so I was basically screwed. A hand touched my shoulder as I saw Tim besides me. I shot him a glare that said 'what-do-you-want'.

"What's your next class? I'll take you there" he said, for the first time sounded polite, it startled me a bit but then I shrugged and showed him my schedule, not in the mood to talk to the asshole. "Art? Me too, great I'll save time then" he said and started walking, I followed him trying to take my schedule off his hands, but he wouldn't let me.

"Tim give me my schedule now!" I screamed as I tackled him to the ground.

"No way in hell, I'm going to memorize it first and then, I'll think about giving it back to you" he said with a smirk on his face, his eyes had an amused twinkle, which must have been from me tackling him, he mustn't have expected me to be that strong. Dude I grew up with two older brothers, get used to it.

The fact that he didn't want to return my schedule before memorizing it made me really annoyed and frustrated, that would mean he would stalk me or do annoying things, since from the hour we had met, he had done just that, annoy the fuck out of me, even if most of the time I was unconscious. I hit his chest and glare at him. "Give. it. back. now." I said in a menacing tone before trying to take my schedule again, only by having him extending his arm so it was out of my reach. Damn. "Seriously what the fuck is your problem?! Why can't you give me my schedule back?! Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh your mom sure let you fall and hit your head when you were a child" I muttered the last part under my breath as I glared at him.

Considering the glare that followed, I must guess he heard it anyway. "Look, I already know all of your classes, but since you're being all bitchy about it and said that, I'll just burn the schedule later, or better, copy it and give it out to every guy in this school who is interested in you" he said thinking that that would make me afraid or something, bah the guy obviously doesn't know me.

"Oh really? That would be so nice of you, that'd safe me the time of doing it by myself~" and with that I smirked greatly. I noticed his smirk fade as he looked at me in confusion, then something in his eyes made me notice that he had figured something out.

"So you're like me" he muttered under his breath, I was obviously able to hear it, considering that I was still on top of him, trying to reach for my schedule, and everything.

I nodded smirking more. "Indeed, I'm a player. Nice to meet you, Timothy Blake"